my perverted, fag bottom pig, rusty

On May 3, 2012, in dear john, by Max Sohl

Dear Max -

Hi. rusty here. thanks for responding. I joined the paul morris forum and checked out dawsons group. I wish I could come watch a shooting in person. I know tim uses regular guys, but I have only a 5” cock, and at 62, 195 am slightly paunchy for a middle aged man, so even in the background I would not be worth watching. But I would love to stand around and jo, suck, and finger fuck myself and other guys.

I am filthy pervert, left over from the sixties. I love bareback, cum, piss, and groups. I love being with younger men. started having sex with men and boys when I was 9. Been a desperate sex pig ever since. Love cum, male underwear, especially jocks. Like to suck cock, rim, get fucked, drink piss, get pissed on. Just your regular pig. After dawson, I love Donnie russo.

I really like being used while guys watch. Sadly, at 62, not many guys want to play with me, still less young men and teen boys. I miss the days when nobody needed condoms, and we all played in dark rooms. I used to take jocks and briefs from beach house bathrooms and gym lockers. Would wear them to school, to the beach, etc and jo with them on, and smelling them. I used to cruise 42 street in nyc while I was a grad student. Saw some porn stars, such as wrangler, but I could not afford a hustler. Used to dream of playing with jack wrangler, al parker, kip noll and the rest.

I love, cock, ass, cum, boys, men, porn etc. that is why I like tim dvds. i used to haunt cruising places. I liked to suck and get fucked in public places. I am such a pig. That is why I like tim. Also dick wadd. The men on lucas entertainment are handsome and hot. But even the raunch is safe. There is nothing safe about me. From age 9 I wanted men to use me, piss on me and in me, cum in my ass and on my face, share me with other men and boys. I was, and am, a dirty fag slut. I love being fucked often, long, and hard. Tim gives me something to fantasize about. Your studs are hot, hard, sleazy, and piggy. I love tim. I save up my money to buy your films.

I would like meet some of the guys, take them out for a drink and a meal. It would great just to talk with them about their work with TIM. Maybe I could afford to meet with one of them as an escort. I love men, cock, ass, cum, piss and any m2m sex.

I knew I was gay by age 7, started having sex with other males at 8. I was “molested” by my scout master at 9, but I loved it. I could not get enough of him. He was a pedophile, so had sex with hundreds of other boys. I was green with envy. Some boy turned him in, and he lost his job as a pe teacher in a public school, and was removed from the scouts. I dropped out of the scouts once he has no longer there to play with boy cock and finger my boy hole. He was handsome, hot, sexy, and gentle. I loved having his hairy man cock up my ass on scout camping outings. I love boys and men. I need male cock in my mouth, in my ass, cum and piss in my ass, etc. now I am 62, and I still need cock, tongues, piss, cum and fingers in my ass.

I love TIM. Want to meet some of the guys some time. If I am lucky, want to suck their cocks, rim their assholes, eat their cum, drink their piss, even just watch them fuck, suck, and play.

I am so grateful you responded. Let me know if TIM ever comes here, so I can meet the guys.

Your perverted, fag bottom pig, rusty

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6 Responses to “my perverted, fag bottom pig, rusty”

  1. John says:

    interesting piece. i can’t imagine “knowing” i was gay by seven years of age. I can tell he is being honest though.

  2. Zig says:

    WOW! Rusty sounds like he knows who he is!
    A lot of guys may be offended by how he expresses himself and what happened to him all those years ago, but I would ask them if it isn’t jealosy they’re feeling. Jealous that, in spite (or because) of what happened to him, Rusty seems pretty well adjusted at 62.
    How many of us were “molested” yet never told, merely because we loved it and kept going back for more? Or because we’re too scared that the academic & psychological communities, and society in general, will shout us down as “isolated cases?” Or even that law enforcment will start to follow us, based on the myth that our so-called molestation will cause us to molest others.
    Bravo, Rusty, for your courage to state your experiences & desires.
    Bravo, to you, Max, for posting this message.
    And, bravo to those who went through similar experiences and went back for more because they liked it!

  3. Zig says:

    I need to say this: the above comment is my opinion. IT DOES NOT NECESSARILY REFLECT THE VIEWS OF MAX. If fellow readers wish to spout off their bile, direct it towards ME, NOT MAX.
    I do thank Max for allowing me to post my comment, even if he directly disagrees with everything I said.

  4. Max Sohl says:

    it’s interesting that THAT is the part of the letter that you are focused on. there is SO much more to what he is has written than the molestation angle.

    i hope i grow up to be like rusty.

  5. ericthewriter says:

    in the south we have a type of man called Porn Jesus. he’s the type all the conflicted baptist boys want. al parker was the perfect embodiment.

    i was always fond of the knoll boys.

    have you seen donnie russo lately? kinda sad, kinda scary. in my opinion.

    i applaud rusty as well. however, i think that discussions of childhood sexual experiences are generally best conducted in person, not online.

  6. jack says:

    Porn Jesus! I luv it! How True. Al Parker was so beautiful… UMM UMMM GOOD! There is a movie called Mary Mother of Jesus, Christian Bale played Jesus. Thought i would wet my pants when they were nailing him to the cross! Wow! What a scene……
    Hey, there is a really hot kid named Kodi who works on the condom side of the business, for a company that has supposedly “straight boys” getting it on. This kid absolutely loves getting fucked, clearly, it shows! Any chance you all could get him lured into a sling with some hung power tops, i sure would be grateful! nobody captures the raw heat like TIM. Hey Kodi! If you’re reading this, go ahead, I dare you…

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